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Saturday, 23 August 2008

  • the gimmick epedimic sign up now and we'll throw down

    so what's left to be said that has not already been said?
    I've  been trying to save you for so long from walking dead!
    you've found it so incredibly painful to hear all of this
    you've found out that ignorance is bliss
    I can only proclaim the change that took place
    undeniable change when you see him face to face

    So reap the harvest of what I have sewn
    this changes everything you've ever known
    And we will pray for you

    get over being bothered by what I talk about all the time
    I mean to bother you everything is on the line
    why don't you want what helps
    surely you cannot prefer (this) hell!?




Tuesday, 20 May 2008

  • mysteries (brand new song)

    Can't  run fast enough to catch my breath
    No  longer long to sleep I no longer rest
    these lungs are getting their wages worth
    every time her eyes do their work
    I know that I never left to leave in the first place
    I was wanting some escape from from

    mysteries and their misery
    I am so worn out from trying
    I am so worn out

    we'll play a game only thieves take part in
    you steal my breath and without pardon
    I steal a look at the white spot on your eye
    I think the blue surrounding makes me die
    what are you thinking? what are you pondering?
    I do not get it but I want more of this thing thats making
    my chest pound

    mystery and its majesty
    I am so alive I am so alive

    buckle up
    your staring out the window
    your by my side
    I am ready to go

    *edit*
    mysteries oh you and me
    I am so alive
    running away never sounded so good.




Monday, 12 May 2008

  • what do you do with it.
    you want to give it all away but you fight it.
    every aspect is selfless
    even the little tiny things like surprises
    you can never take the easy way out
    there are no short cuts

    there will always be risk and always a chance of pain

    this is
    that word
    that I have come to fear saying

Tuesday, 08 April 2008

  • a rant I almost included in a paper for school

    I go to class in the morning, during the 3 hours after class before I go to work I am doing a mix of homework and projects and sometimes fellowshipping (there is a significant difference between “hanging out” and fellowshipping.). Then I work into all hours of the night, after which I attempt to do whatever homework I have left for that evening. I just think its lame for each professor to think that we are only in their class and that their class is all we want to dedicate our lives to. Academics are vital and important but it sucks being forced into  a stressful situation. I have to work to pay for school, I have to  go to school to work. There is no way around it. I am working close to 20-30 hours a week and on top of that have a Christian service (which in itself is not a bad thing ) , I am taking 16 credit hours.  Three of my classes involve some sort of journal. So I am journaling on three different subjects, on top of that I have several other papers and projects. I am not saying it should be different even. It would just be nice for a professor to understand and maybe remember what it was like to be a student.

Monday, 07 April 2008

  • dying is going to be cool if I go out like I almost did

    So yesterday morning I am on my way to work and I see a (giant) coyote in the middle of my lane. There is a car to my right so I figure I will just nicely drive on to the shoulder and get back on, successfully dodging the animal carcass. I am told once I get to church that hitting the animal (especially being that it was already dead) is always the best option, and that more people have died from swerving to miss the animal (even live ones). Well it would have been great if I knew this fact before the decision that almost cost me my life. As soon as my car touched the gravel I was thrown into a spin that I will never forget. I can only remember being on the highway backwards and hearing my tires screech a few times and feeling the wheels come off the ground once or twice. out of nowhere I am facing the right direction again and I am slowly driving in the shoulder. I slow down and stop for a minute, breathing fast enough to make me dizzy. a nice man driving a truck carrying an army tank stopped to make sure I was alright. I can only thank God for saving my life. I have no other explanation of how I regained control and how no other cars hit me when I was backwards...

    It definitely put me in the mood to worship.
    and it definitely made me re-examine how much I love God. sucks to want to praise him more only when I am about to die. I want to want to praise him more all the time.
    end.

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